I'm really no good at begging, but if anyone can find it in their hearts to donate to my paypal account. I despertaly need some money to pay my electric bill which is around $100. And I owe a couple of months for the phone bill. I'm just so scared. Please someone help us out. I'm crying myself to sleep at night. I just don't know what to do right now. I think I set the pay pal up to accept credit cards too. Please if anyone reads my blog anymore, Please try to donate any amount to me. My email for the pay pal is Lyonene_5@hotmail.com. Thank you.

I'm stressed out! And stress isn't good for me, or my blood level which right now is 5 times thinner than a normal person's blood! I am every so stressed out because I'm the only one with a income, if you can call it that. But I am thankful for the money I do get. It just doesn't last long. I live with my mother, I know, sometimes I feel like a bum. We moved away from her mentally abusive ex-boyfriend about 10 months ago, and for 7 of those months we lived with mom's best friend whom she's known since before I was born. My mom has a bad back and hasn't worked for about 5 years. And now she's desperately trying to find a job, she's been filling out 16 applications every week, but everywhere she applys they never call her back or just look at her age and overlook her. She is trying so hard to find some work, almost anytype of work. So now things are starting to get turned off and I'm just so upset. I've been crying a lot more. The reason I do not work anymore is because I have two rare blood disorders, that's why I talk about blood levels all the time. I've had 4 blood clots, the first one was ON my birthday. I turned 21 that year. I recently found out that I have a birth defect, its a narrowing of my spin. Fun, fun! So I get to go see lots of doctors, and blood tests, and other types of tests. I also get sick easier because my immune system is all confused. So I've recently set up a pay pal account, so if anyone would like to donate some money to us to help my mom and myself in this hard time, we'd really appreciate it. I can't express enough how hard it is right now, I'm afraid in a few days they will shut off our power. Thank you for listening to me rant, it's just so scary right now. Please any help we would be so thankful for. My email address for the pay pal account is Lyonene_5@hotmail.com , Happy New Year.

Just a short blog to let you know that I'm well and alive! I haven't updated for awhile because we moved, got our own home and I'm ever so happy now. So then we had to get internet and such. I guess we're so far out in the country that we can't get dsl or anything cool or fun or fast internet wise. Yes, we have dial-up! Eek! And then guess what?!??! Our modem went out! @#*&!! But now I bought a modem and someone gave us 2 more! I shall call our computer room, Room Of Modems now! Well I'm gonna take my pills and watch a movie. I'll update my links and hopefully blog more tomorrow! Have a HAPPY NEW YEAR or um try to!