Lets see on Wednesday not only do I get to have my blood drawn but bright and early I get to have yet another Doppler on my left leg!! It's the leg that I have all the trouble with. The most current being the 4 blood clots in it! So we're are checking to see if I have any new clots or if I am just being paranoid. I really hope that I'm being paranoid!! I really don't want to go back into the hospital again. I really should get a laptop so I can blog in the hospital!! For right now the laptop and the blythe dolls can go on my wish list! I'm not really scared to go back into the hospital again. I think I'll just be disappointed. And I told my mom that I'd like her to keep going to work. I really wouldn't want us to get behind in your bills yet again! Just wish me good luck and being clot free! I guess it's better to be safe than sorry! I hope everyone is well!

I am so in love with these Blythe Dolls! I think they are so cute. And I want one really, really badly. I was able to get 2 of the smaller ones. But I do want a 12 inch Blythe someday! I don't know why, I just think it'd be cool to take pictures of it. Which I see so many of, I'm a fan of Blythe art!

My mom got a job! It's gonna be so nice with her money to live on too. It's not easy living on only my disability checks. Things seem to be looking up for us once again. I'm so happy my mom is one of my best friends. She has saved my life like 4 times now! I owe her everything.

Today has been kinda of a blah day. Not feeling allot of energy. That could be the APS. After having it for 11 years I'm still learning about it. I get tired allot, but that could be from my meds or maybe me being lazy. This last time I was put in the hospital they found out that I have diabetes too. I'm just a mess!! I try to deal with everything as it hits me or I think I'd be way overwhelmed. Tomorrow I get to have my blood drawn again. I hope I get to see my new doctor. I want to tell her my leg has been killing me. Even though I keep it up and take all my pills like I'm suppose to, I still have allot of pain. Some days I'd like to be someone else for an hour or two.

It has been such a long time since I've posted. Lets see after my surgery we found out that I had me some cancer. So this past year I do believe I've been kinda depressed. Also my hematologist had put me on injections of the blood thinner lovenox once a day instead of the pills cuz she thought I was having an allergic reaction to them. I was having a headache for a month. So about a year later I was having pain in my right leg, the leg that I've had my past blood clots in. I thought I had pulled a muscle or something because it happened around the time I slipped and smashed my knee into a wall. But as it turns out that wasn't the case. So I went to the ER and they ordered a Doppler of my leg. And I had 3 clots!! I've never had that many clots before. So I was admitted and put on heparin. I stayed in the hospital for all of 5 days. And my hematologist put me on a different injection. Which I was very hesitant about going on. About a week and a half later my leg started to hurt allot again. So I went back to the ER and and another Doppler of the leg. But this time I had the three clots along with a fourth clot as well. But by this time I contacted my general practitioner and requested a referral to see a new hematologist. My first appointment with my new hematologist was in the hospital. She kept me in the hospital for 10 days and put me back on the coumadin. Which I feel better about being on. Even if I have to have blood tests all the time. I'm so disgusted with my old doctor. The hospital doctor did a test to see how well the lovenox was working with me, the same one my old doctor did but sat on for months and months. The ranges which showed it was working well in your body was between .30 and .50 and my level was .10. So for that year it was like I wasn't getting any blood thinners at all!! So I am very glad I have a new doctor. I really like her allot.