As it turns out I am not going to my 10 year class reunion. Ali my best friend since high school is moving to Pennsylvania at the end of this month! Even though we will talk on the phone and stuff it still makes me sad that she's leaving California.

My mom's birthday is the 15th of this month. She just got a very very nice new bed, and I'm so jealous! But for her birthday I got her this cute shirt and a new down and feather pillow! When we stayed at that hotel in Beverly Hills I fell in love with the pillows and I remember the name of the company. The Pacific Coast Feather Company! I got my mom a king sized Down Around Pillow it's a pillow in a pillow. And there is this small quiz type thing that can tell you what kind of pillow would be good for the way you sleep! When I have some more money I'm going to get myself a pillow too! I just love spoiling my mom! And I got her a cake too, well I ordered it at least.

Right after I got my money I got a new cell phone and ever since I've been getting calls for some girl named Kyra. I guess shes some sort of actress or model not sure yet. The first call was for dance lessons. And then some girl from Las Vegas called and talked about modeling. Then my phone got invited to a birthday party for some head guy at MTV. Not sure if the party was in LA or NY. Then the other day my phone got invited to a Playboy party! And some guy called and wanted Kyra to meet up with him cuz he was comming out this way! The next time my phone gets invited to some party I'm going to RSVP!!! That be so fun! Anyone wanna go with me?

I've been so busy busy lately! I did get my money, well most of it anyway. But before I got my money I got a car! I got a '03 Mitsubishi Outlander. I really really liked it, never thought I could get a SUV. But they couldn't get me financed for it. I was so sad that I had to take it back. And we had to go all the way to Glendale to do it. Right after we took it back we went to Long Beach to Cal Worthington. And I swear I test drove almost every used car on the lot! I was still very upset and at one point I just wanted to go home. Then I was convinced to stay by the salesman. He asured me that they would find me a car. That's when they brought out a '04 Ford Foucs SE for me to test drive. As I was test driving it I knew I had found my car! It's loaded! Power windows, mirrors, and door locks, cruise control and a upgraded CD player! And shes all mine! I made my first car payment this month! I'm just happy to have such a great car!

Zoie's birthday went well. We took her and Connor to petsmart and got her a bone, a new toy and some canned dog food for them all. They're not spoild, just well loved. Before I could give them the canned dog food Kea went into labor! That's right we have puppies again! 3 where born on Zoie's birthday and 2 where born on the 2nd! We had 5 puppies, 2 boys and 3 girls. One of the girls is black and brown and the rest are light tan and white. On Thursday I noticed that the first born little boy wasn't eating that well and he didn't look that well or seem very strong. So we went to petsmart and got a puppy bottle and some milk for him. I started to feed him but he didn't seem to be sucking on the bottle very well so I had to force feed him. Later that night he seemed to be doing a little better, and Friday he still didn't want to nurse on his mom but he did better with the bottle, but I still force fed him a little. I listened to his heart and stuff. But on Saturday morning I woke up and looked in the puppy box he was off to the side so I picked him up to feed him and he was cold. I was so sad, I had hoped that he'd get better. We named him Danny.

Almost new month so a new look! I was gonna do a st pattys look but its the dogs birthdays this month so I did that with browns! Zoie's birthday is tomorrow! She'll be 2, if you couldn't guess. They grow up so fast! Don't know if I'll have anything to give her. My check still hasn't gotten here! Ugh, Ugh! I NEED money!!

Oh My GOSH!!!! I WANT TO MOVE NOW!!! I hate living here with the asshole!! Prime example: I painted a av for a friend and I want to show my mom. Since we are networked I went to her pc, since I was in her room, to try to access it. And the jerk keeps asking what are you doing? over and over again, I try to ignore him. I want to scream IT'S NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS!!!! I open the program to look at the av and try to access my computer thru hers and it won't let me. And I hear HIM in the background saying that I have it password protected and I have it where she can't access it, over and over again. And I keep saying I DIDN'T put it that way. It was the only thing I could do to keep my self from yelling at the jerk!! Now the jerk has another vp gf and hasn't broken up with cow, the first one, yet. And he has like 2 or 3 nicknames so who knows how many other gfs he has. My mom is so strong, I couldn't put up with him for very long! We cannot wait till we can move.

I finally got a phone appt. to talk to someone about getting my money!! Who knows how much longer I'll have to wait after my appt. Maybe another 2 or so months?? The waiting sucks. Don't they know that I have noooooo money at all. Bet they don't care. Damn poopie heads! I have bills to pay and dogs that need to go to the vet and a used car with low miles to buy!! Mom and I have decided to drive out to Texas in my new used car with low miles. And we'll take Connor, Zoie, Lyric and Kea! That should be fun. A road trip with 4 dogs! Thankfully they are all toy dogs and Zoie is a small dog. We've taken Connor, Zoie and Kea to Monttery, which was like a 6 hour drive. And Zoie and Connor have gone to San Fransico, We've stayed in very nice hotels with them and a few motels too. That was fun. Zoie Likes going in the Elevator in the hotels. She's silly. Go figure shes my dog!

I changed the look of my blog for Valentines Day! So if pinks make you ill don't look! For the past few days I've been sooooo sick! My cold was all up in my head. So I had a constant headache and my eyes where all red and the light in my room hurt them, so I was sick in my dark room for a few days. It even hurt my eyes to look at my computer screen, but I was feeling too bad to want to chat or anything.

I think I might have gotten sick when mom and I went to see The Sharon Osbourne Show. It was really fun we got to see Sheryl Crow sing, which is why I wanted to go! But because Mom just had her back surgery we got to sit the whole time to get into the studio, instead of standing with the masses. And we made friends with the lady who takes us in to sit. So we got to sit on one of the couches and mom and I got to hug Sharon!! She is such a nice lady, she asked what happened to mom. They had a small conversation it was really cool. And we got some of that American Idol perfume. It doesn't smell that bad, but no way I'd pay like $29 for it! I'm a Bath & Body Works girl!

I haven't gotten my money yet! I'm trying to be patient but its hard when you don't have any money! I'll be ok! I think.

There has been tons of stuff happening hence the lack of posting. I've had to redo xp twice! Ugh!! Mom had her back surgery and has had to wear a brace ever since. She had it the week before Thanksgiving. Then we get a call from my sister-in-law and she tells my mom, cuz she wont talk to me, that my father is in the hospital with congestive heart failure. It was such a hard time. We live to far away from him to just go up and see him. And my aunt nor any of my friends would let us stay with them so we could see him. But we called him everyday. But he had friends come see him and his father went to see him also. Now he's doing much better and everything is going good with him. But he made us feel like he didn't need, or want us in his life. So mom and I have decided that we are going to move to Texas, near Dallas. I just can't wait until I can leave this icky place!


I was told I should have the decision in my case before Christmas. And guess what? Nothing! I didn't know what to think, but mom brought up a good point that maybe they wanted to pay me out of next years budget. Finally I got it on Monday and I with held the urdge to open it at the mail box and took it in the house and waited for my mom to come into my room to open it. I open it and read the first line A Fully Favorable Decision in my favor!!!!! YAY!!!!! The moment I read that it was like a weight lifted off my shoulders! I spoke to my lawyer and she said that i signed up for two things so I'll be getting two lump sums and monthy payments! But I have to wait for like 60 days before I'll see any of it. But it's going to happen so thats all that matters at this point!